Tag Archives: smoking

November 2015

I’ve had a really hard time getting this done this month.  I decided to finally quit smoking on the 1st of November.  BUT – it hasn’t exactly worked.  I’ve been stupidly putting myself through withdrawal on a daily basis by … Continue reading

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ANGST

I had a very weird dream last night.  I was living in this small closet of a room in this huge place, like a mall and an amusement park all in one big thing, and loads of people; sort of … Continue reading

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10-17-13 (and smoking)

I have been having such a rough time.  I finally went out and bought a pack of cigarettes yesterday.  While I do not want to be a smoker, I also don’t want to be so dysfunctional and unable to cope … Continue reading

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nine-eleven

9/11/13 – thinking about where I was on 9/11/01.  Sitting on my sofa nursing my child.  I will never forget it.  I think about other shocking events I have experienced:  The 1989 earthquake in San Francisco, the floods in 1982 … Continue reading

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090613

It has now been 15 days since I stopped smoking. And it continues to be – a BATTLE. I’ve lost track of the number of times in recent months that I first quit but then after a while started “cheating” … Continue reading

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Real Life Again…

After getting back from vacation the first thing I now need to do is to start getting ready for another school year.  Eighth Grade Orientation is Aug. 20th  and the first day of school is Aug. 21st.  I sure hope … Continue reading

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3/4/2013

The weather has been lovely and the trees are starting to bud – I think Spring is finally making an appearance. I have not been doing very well quitting smoking.  I did all but quit, but then kept “cheating;” having … Continue reading

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