12/21/2011

Winter Solstice

  • What do I want to work on in this week’s Group?
  • What difficulties and challenges do I currently struggle with?

1.  MONEY.  Why must I always battle with poverty and financial humiliation and distress?  How do I change it – once and for ALL – BUT while still pursuing my goals and dreams and living how I want.  There HAS to be a WAY.  I want to FIND IT.

Must cost of living is $1000 a month more than I can afford – and it is NOT DISCRETIONARY.  The things I come up with as possible solutions, while seemingly reasonable and rational, DO NOT WORK.  I do not find myself able to do whatever it is; I do not know why.

2.  Making my creative goals and dreams work for meAnd could this not drive me to solve #1?  I go in circles here.

SOMETHING HAS ALWAYS TIED THESE TWO THINGS TOGETHER FOR ME.  AND I HAVE EXPERIENCED PAIN MY WHOLE LIFE FOR IT. 

I NEED HELP WITH THIS.

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